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In Lieu Of Flowers

by Jessi Lee Ross

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  • This listing includes a digital download of the album, In Lieu Of Flowers, plus a special gift ~ from my garden to yours.

    (( Please only select quantity of 1 - Available for US patrons only ))

    Choose your preferred flower, and a little seed packet shall arrive in your mailbox, just in time for spring. I hope they bring you color & comfort ~ for these blooms saved me just as deeply as these songs.

    M A R I G O L D S
    Queen Sophia (50)
    ~ The flower of remembrance ~ with colors to ease the pain of grief ~
    Rust, orange & gold blooms. Excellent for pots or garden borders to protect other precious plants by keeping pests away. Start in tray or direct seed. Dries well for garlands, tea, or dye use.

    C O S M O S
    Ladybird Dwarf (50)
    ~ The flower of harmony ~ peace ~ & forgiveness ~
    Vibrant orange blooms, in a compact variety perfect for pots or small garden beds. Especially loved by butterflies & hummingbirds. Start in tray or direct seed. Great for dye use.

    C E L O S I A
    Celway Terracotta (100)
    ~ The flower of boldness, courage & immortality ~ its name arising from the Greek word for ‘burning’ ~
    Unique dusty pink blooms. Adored by sleepy bees. Start in tray or easily direct seed by just sprinkling & patting down. Will grow quite tall with ample space. The leaves & flowers are edible when young. These blooms are perfect for dried everlasting bouquets.

    C E L O S I A ~ M I X
    Crests, plumes & wheat (100)
    ~ The flower of boldness, courage & immortality ~ its name arising from the Greek word for ‘burning’ ~
    Fuchsia, pink & white blooms. A sweet vibrant collection of colors & shapes. Start in tray or easily direct seed by just sprinkling & patting down. Will grow quite tall with ample space. The leaves & flowers are edible when young. These blooms are perfect for dried everlasting bouquets.

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  • T-Shirt/Shirt

    The very first JLR shirt design! Three Marigolds in a row with 'Jessi Lee Ross' centered beneath ~ all hand-carved & block printed by the artist in black ink on a chestnut colored, warm dusty terracotta t-shirt.

    Due to the hand-printed nature of these shirts, each one is uniquely special.

    Bella + Canvas brand
    Super Soft 100% Cotton
    Unisex Sizes

    ~ Woman pictured wearing Size Small in first pic // tucked Size Large in second pic ~
    ~ Man pictured wearing Size Medium ~
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1.
Feathers 03:41
Waning like the moon Time, it moves in phase Memories like a fever dream Hot or cold, I’ll never know For now, I’ll Feel you in the breeze Find you in feathers And hear you in the trees Seasons slip away Yet I still stand in place Blooms, they ring out and fade How I wish yours had stayed For now, I’ll Feel you in the breeze Find you in feathers And hear you in the trees
2.
It’s like the times You crawl across the carpet Fingers deep in the threads Pulling sleep from my eyelashes Dazed and sorry it is Mm… It’s like the breath That haunts me The last that fell from your lips Where does it live now? And what flowers has it kissed? Mm…
3.
My Mistake 03:27
My mistake We live side by side She and I Day and night She’s always there To remind me I try to shake Her off sometimes But she always finds A way To never let me Live it down Cause I was Too late...
4.
You’re looking thin these days Has something been eating you alive? Well, I guess it’s found a way to take A little more than just your time Mm… How’s your heart? They say As if it’s got its own mind Well, I guess it’s all the same If I say something surface and blind Oh… Pick yourself back up Well, that gets hard to do these days Not sure if I’ve got any limbs left Well, maybe they’ll grow back someday Oh… I wish you luck, my friend I hope you love what life became Don’t think I have the space yet to talk about How much I can’t say the same
5.
Don’t mind I’ll be fine You’ll see Lifetimes Of knots to untie The slackened line Is gathering at my feet It’s hard to lay down When it carried me Or maybe, the other way around I guess now it is getting easier to Breathe… It’s alright To grieve the life you had No other way past So take time It’s so much to unwind But know those ties Were never made to last Turning the page now There’s vacancy Blank and emptying out But also, I’m Free…
6.
The Way 05:07
I have played pretend Folded myself over And twisted in Broken spine Just to please your eyes A self-inflicted compromise Get out of my own way… I have known it well A friend to me A safety spell But what’s so safe in vanishing? Bend and break the habit Contorting to routinely sabotage The chance of ever being seen Get out of my own way…
7.
Horizon 06:00
What if I told you you’re on my mind? I was heading in the fade of the day With a life on the line Waiting on a world where we stayed And the time put on hold Didn’t know it was the right light of day Where everything would unfold Oh, have mercy on me If I could turn around the time I would do it all differently Lift the sun from the horizon And pull you back down to the earth Find a way to wipe the clouds from your eyes To show you your worth What if I told you the world’s gone mad? Lost touch with how to love And the sky’s gone cold and black Grasping for the hope that I felt With you by my side Could see the colors of the morning With such hope in our eyes Oh, have mercy on me If I could turn around the time I would do it all differently Lift the sun from the horizon And pull you back down to the earth Find a way to wipe the clouds from your eyes To show you your worth How could I know? How could I know? (I would turn around the time) How could I know? (I would turn around the time) How could I know? (I can’t turn around the time) How could I know? (I can’t) I couldn’t know…
8.
If any of us are involved in the breakdown Let us lift up our heads Cause every story must have a happy ending That’s what you’re told as a kid Just keep on stitching the pieces together Soon it’ll all make sense You’ll understand the part that you’re playing A reason for all that it is But maybe sometimes we tire of mending Fingers sore from the threads That keep on slipping through, endlessly fraying And we just have to let it live So, if you see me deep in the breakdown Can we just bow our heads? Not every story has a happy ending No matter how hard we wish
9.
Arms Around 03:22
She hides out Lost her count of the days Not sure just when it became Unsafe She curls up Learned early how to drop Anything she Felt My arms around My arms around her My arms around… She’s terrified Has never stepped in her light She’s crawling back to the sound Of life And it burns It burns her heart It burns It burns her arms It beautifully aches to be Alive My arms around My arms around her My arms around…

about

Emerging after a time of personal loss, this collection of songs marks a journey through mourning and, ultimately, finding the light again.

Grieving, so one may bloom.

.:. For every lovely soul, dearly missed on this earthly plane .:.

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released March 21, 2024

All songs written & recorded by Jessi Lee Ross.
Album art designed by Jessi Lee Ross & Aaron Francis.
Copyright 2024. All Rights Reserved.

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Jessi Lee Ross Pennsylvania

Jessi Lee Ross is a musician, artist, writer, herbalist and sound healer. Within her foundation and deep love of neuroacoustic therapy and the healing arts, Jessi’s work aims to encapsulate the science and spirituality behind the power of sound, while providing the audience with an all-encompassing inspiring sensory experience. ... more

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